Dear
Adam
Thinking
of you is all I seem to do lately! Growing weary of distractions, but
nonetheless they are not you! You’re all I want and all I’ll ever need. This
time of waiting, I seem to be growing impatient, drawing nearer to the Lord,
who gives me peace in knowing that the intersection of our lives is not a
matter of what if, but a matter of when. In between my summer and winter, I’m
missing you something awful. I do so long for the day that I can share my
thoughts of you, my dreams, my goals, my fears, and my expectations. I know
exactly what you want and what you need. You want it all, and you want it all
wrapped up into one woman, your Eve. She has to be every woman in order to keep
you happy! I know you want her to be strong enough to push you to the place
where you need to be, but yet gentle enough to yield to your instruction. Woman
enough to be who God has called her to be, yet girl enough to give you
something to protect and take care of. She loves the way she feels when she’s
in your arms. So soft and delicate, fragile, yet sturdy enough to hold up under
your masculinity! Don’t you love the way she makes you feel? You’re so strong
and so special. No man can touch her where you can. You make her want to be the
little girl she never had the chance of being. You make her want to touch every
part of you especially the parts of you that have never been touched by anyone,
not even God! And it was His purpose all along, to give you that special
someone, your Eve created to do just that! She feels so safe in your arms and
she rests assured that there is nothing you will not do for her. Her spirit
knows that you are inside of her, thereby knowing her every desire. For her to
long is for you to long. For her to hurt is for you to hurt and for her to cry
is for you to cry. Your world just isn’t right unless hers is. I bet you
thought you could never feel this way about anyone huh? But here’s the wisdom
of the woman, she always knew she would feel this way for you even before she
met you! You don’t want her to be another distraction. Who can blame you? Oh
but she is not. Look within yourself and find what you never knew was there.
The Father has been talking to you all along, even during the distractions and
disappointments. Deep down you knew they were not me, the one you were waiting
for, because that inner part of yourself that only I can fill was still just as
hollow as it had ever been. And though you desperately wanted to find Eve you
were sadly disappointed because she did not live up to your expectations! Do
not give up my dear Adam, be patient for a yet while more. I will be ready
soon. I know the time has not yet come for us, but I am waiting and praying
everyday that He gives me and you the patience and the heart to wait. Know that
I love you now and always. Until then, know that you are in my thoughts and
prayers!
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